Oct 19 2008
Feels Good To Be Home
I went home this weekend expecting the same old same old. Small town where everyone knows everyone else, a bunch of kids going around on skateboards while trying to act “gangsta”, and everything and everyone being exactly the same that I’d left them. What I found was a contrast, the same little town I had lived in for 18 years of my life seemed corrupted. Even friends who I thought I had known pretty well where different in some unspeakable way. They seemed almost….crueler. It was especially disheartening when my ex, Pauline, called to tell me she couldn’t talk to me anymore. Also that same night a kid got stabbed right outside my house. Needless to say the first night back was not pleasant. Saturday fared only slightly better, with me staying in all day and visiting my relatives at night. Although I miss Morgan Hill for the nostalgia factor, I can safely say I felt so out of place there, like I wasn’t meant to be there. San Francisco is my home now, and I’m just fine with that.
Well that was the weekend today, after getting back into my dorm, I watched the Futurama movie the Beast With a Billion Backs. It was a decent movie, classic Matt Groening but I’m not sure if it’s supposed to be a sequel to Bender’s Big Score. Anyways, I spoke to Diandra when I came back and decided we didn’t have enough in common to continue what we were doing. So we ended it and I can’t tell you how liberating it felt. I guess I knew from the begining it wasn’t going to go anywhere, but I just had to make sure. So yeah I guess I’m single again.
I feel kind of bad because I haven’t called Emily in a while. I think I shall call her tomorrow and see what she’s been up to.
So that’s it, I’m done. Later days kids.
