Feb 07 2009
Good Mood
Tonight started off ok, then fell down a slope a bit. I decided I needed sometime to myself so I went out to the track. At 1am. In a karategi and shorts. While I admit I wasn’t exactly dressed for a San Francisco winter night, I wasn’t bothered by the cold. Once there I started to walk around the track, breaking down the things that had been cluttering my mind for a while. I questioned who I was and what I stood for, and in the end I felt clean. I felt as if someone had washed away years worth of caked on filth and had shined me up. It was amazing, I couldn’t help smiling my entire way back. I think I may have even had a spring in my step, that’s just how much of a good mood I was in. The track was always my place to sit and think about all my ideas, problems, and beliefs. I knew I had to go to my thinking spot, I’ve had to for a while now but I’d been putting it off. I feel great, although a little hungry (lol), but other than that nothing can get to me now.
